Insomnia

Insomnia
My mom would always tell me it's just something that happens as you get older, whenever I'd ask her why she was always up at night. Now I totally get it. I mean if I were to go lay down in bed in the pitch black, I would make myself crazy with thoughts of shit that needed to be done. So here I sit at 1:15am all by my lonesome while the rest of my family members sleep. It's odd how during the day I wish for peace and quiet and now that I have it I don't like it. AT ALL! It's sorta creepy when the rest of the house is bathed in darkness and the only light on is my computer screen. And talk about makes your mind wonder and think up things to freak you out. Like when your were little and monsters lived under your bed and in closets? Yea that's how I feel right now. I also find that I talk out of my mind when I lack sleep. For example: the pic I posted up with this little blog, I'm staring at it, mesmerized by all the pretty flowers that makes the words AWAKE and SLEEP. And if I seriously don't end this blog right now, it will be a long ass page with nothing but my ramblings. So on that note I leave you with, INSOMNIA SUCKS ASS!! Laters, The Maggie

Birth and Celebration.

Today I Celebrate the birth of my oldest son.
He turns 8 today. And boy does he think he's big stuff.
He has taken the "older" brother role to heart. He is the thinker, the instigator, the helper and the protector of his younger siblings.

As I watch in amazement the changes before my eyes, they shine with happiness and love. From the day his little fingers wrapped around my one he had my heart forever.

He will always be my little boy and I hope to always be "the mom" he can always turn to. Whether it be to clean a scraped knee, or for me to console when life troubles come his way.


I celebrate this joyous day of my first born and
hold close all the memories we have made and
the ones that are to come. As I sit and cry happy tears reminiscing his baby years, I watch my big
boy grow.

Happy Birthday Michael!!