Live

Life *sigh* has been a real bitch. My marriage has been up and down and my son is battling a life threatening disease. I could sit here and complain about all the crap that has been thrown my way. But I wont, because I know there is someone somewhere else out there in this world that we call life, has it worse off than I do. So today I will say DON'T just exist but LIVE, feel, love, embrace, hope, believe and concur life. Don't just be another person here on this earth without a purpose. Make your life meaningful and full of love. Do things for others and not just for yourself. It doesn't have to be drastic. It can be something as simple as giving a stranger a helping hand or smile that might just turn their life around. Believe that God has a fulfilling destiny for you. Live every day like it will be your last and wake up with a smile on your face that will make everyone around you smile back. These little things can make a HUGE difference in peoples lives. So LIVE and NOT just exist.

On another note my dear cousin I love so very much who is like a Brother to me is getting married tonight. I am proud and honored to have watch him become this wonderful man God has made him, taking the hand of his wife and making a new family of his own. I pray blessings over him and his newlywed and that they may have a long and healthy marriage.

Stranger

How can you feel so at ease with a stranger and feel so distant from a friend?

Can a stranger be your friend?

Is it weird to miss someone you've never met?

How can that someone feel like your closest friend but yet so far away?

I miss someone I've never met, and yet I feel like they're the only person who knows me at all.

I miss her randomness and the way she makes me laugh.

I miss how my lips turn into a smile when my phone beeps with her texts.

I miss her quirky ways and dorkiness.

I miss her song lyrics and how she completes mine.

I miss everything about this person I've never met and my heart hurts, knowing she hurts.
We may be miles apart and complete strangers but I miss her as if we've been long life friends.

Hate/Love

I hate how you try on everything in your closet then don't hang it back up..

I hate how you leave the toothe paste cap off..

I hate how you leave your work boots in the house..

I hate how you park behind me in the driveway...

I hate how you steal all the covers at night..

I hate how you leave empty glasses around the house..

I hate how you clown me on liking vampires...

I hate how you burp and fart then blame it on someone else...

I hate how one decision changes everything...

I hate how you can make me cry without any words spoken to me at all...

I hate how my heart hurts from your actions...

But most of all I HATE that I really don't hate you at all... I love you more than my own life...

The Maggie....

Let's see... Hmmm I tend to talk in the third person (often). If you asked why, I wouldn't have an answer for you. I often do things that I have no answer or explanation for. My mind works in mysterious ways.... Half the time I don't even understand myself, which makes me wonder how people can understand me at all? *Shrugs* I am who I am and you either like me or not. My own little world only exists of black and white. NEVER grey! I'm either on a real high or real low. The Maggie, <--- See *chuckles* makes what she has out of life. She lives one second, one minute, one hour, one day at a time. She takes nothing for granted because life is short. I could sit here all day and chat away about what runs through this twisted mind of mine. But the clock ticks and it is time for The Maggie to go... TaTa for now!!